If you are blazing the trail of Venerated Life with me and pondering how you will do what must be done in the light of partnership and community, then consider joining me for a 33-day “Doubting Fast” where you will receive daily Spiritual Sustenance in the form of a REVELATION from Mary Magdalene’s teachings that will provide the food and water of life necessary to Restore the Waters of Fluid Reverence within your relationship(s). 

As women and men pioneering Consciousness Soul, we may sometimes think or feel that our partner isn’t meeting us eye-to-eye on the spiritual path, and then SHE reveals to us the true nature of “the other”...that the beloved has been up ahead all along, calling us to the threshold of all that ever was to what simply shall be.

It took me decades of preparation to will her visitation into the vista of my soul…years and years of crawling on my belly through the ups and downs of my relationship to miraculously lead me to the EPIPHANY of her presence. Over many moons, I perpetually longed for New Sight, a full body prayer that beckoned her DEPTH into the life forces of my being, establishing a ferment in my blood that made every impression upon my intellect sweeter. A sweetness that lifted the veil of bitter illusion over my heart making way for the doubting mind to bow in adoration of the supple and sacred heart. All of the hard and fast lines that had been drawn in the sand within my relationship, whether absorbed through materialized culture or adopted through unconscious pain, dissolved…and the SEER in me arose. In the after-glow of this transfiguration of my being, foot-washing became my love language and I betrothed myself to the beloved unknown. My relationship became the alchemical container for the perpetual creation of the salve that would always lead us back to the depths of love…a love that we had the honor to immerse within as Loved and Beloved, and the love that SHE led us to understand as Spiritual Beholding.

Now it is time to begin to share with the world what SHE has revealed to me through the Gnosis of Sacred Union.

I do not claim to have all the answers, but I do wish to INSPIRE you and yours through the Sacred Flame of Direct Experience.

I will not tell you anything, but rather I AM creating a PORTAL, an empty space of fertile unknown for HER to fill with the radiant light of fluid reverence that I have directly experienced through gnosis & which has consequently RESTORED the sacred waters of RESILIENT DEPTH within my relationship.

Through your own unique experience, you will come to KNOW the metamorphosis that SHE has in store for you.

The 33-day Doubting Fast is an ongoing Spiritual Exercise whereby you will contemplate and partake in a different kind of sustenance. Spiritual Sustenance. An “etheric bread” that will serve to starve doubt and sustain faith. You will be asked to perk up your ears and LISTEN to the living wisdom and Primal Word of Mary Magdalene and to then let it viscerally work back upon you throughout your day.

In other words, you will take your seat at the round table and break bread with the Cosmic Being of Mary Magdalene, the Apostle of the Apostles, allowing whatever is revealed to you (by listening to the recorded reading) to work back upon your soul life through the established VENERATED FEELING.

NOTE: THIS JOURNEY WILL UNDOUBTEDLY ASK your MIND TO BOW TO THE BRILLIANCE OF your SACRED HEART, WORKING DEEPLY UPON your INNER MOOD TO TRANSPOSE VACILLATING EMOTIONS INTO EQUANIMITY OF SOUL & SPIRIt.

Starve Doubt. Sustain Faith. Move mountains.

The trinity of questions that YOU will be living into as YOU commune with the spiritual being Of Mary magdalene are:

The WORD about this Luminous Experience…

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Each transmission has guided my soul softly on the journey of transformation. And throughout the day I am reminded to be reborn, to be the living process of my development, striving for oneness with cosmic evolution. - B. Jyles

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I felt this as though it were happening to me. The shame. The tears. The promise to no longer hide my pain in the dark. To be seen for What I am - I am here in the stillness, and here I will remain as I use what I’ve become to find my way home again. Slowly, gently, close to heart….she will find me. Then the most joyous belly laughs I haven’t felt since I was a child. Thank you. I am here.- Joanne J.

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Mystical, mythical and beautiful. Much love and gratitude.- L. Williams

The Daily Bread you Shall Receive:

🌹You will receive DAILY by email one short transmissional recording of a reading taken from multiple visionary texts either written or directly inspired by Mary herself, a revivifying verse by Rudolf Steiner + an inner soul quality to concentrate upon while listening to the recorded primal word.

🌹In addition you will receive a final TRANSMISSION co-created by myself and SHE that will serve to synthesize all of the transmissional readings within your being.

🌹Finally, you will be given the opportunity to gather with Betsy for a one hour “Communion Call” at the end of the 33-day journey to share in a Communion of Souls & break bread with the Cosmic Heart of your Doubting Fast Experience.

NOTE:

This is a SELF-WORK based in Spiritual Science and originating from the Esoteric Christian Realms.

This work assumes that the participant is familiar with & interested in the body of work brought forward by Rudolf Steiner.

tuition:

$33-$333 Sliding Scale

who:

Those called to walk the Path of Love.

Any and ALL walks of life who experience a Holy Longing to cultivate Sacred Union within and without.

WHEN:

SELF-STUDY beginning on the day of your choosing.

REGISTER NOW!

Make your TUITION PAYMENT in order to begin the Celestial Cascade of Medicinal Readings straight to your inbox!

As mentioned above, TUITION is $33-$333 Sliding Scale

*It is good to place your hands over your heart and ask for the contribution amount to make itself known.

**Take note of the INSPIRED NUMBER and Proceed accordingly.

{Do not DOUBT the number you receive…a 1st step in this 33-Day Doubting Fast.}

allow your eyes and heart to take in the initiatory dream and encounter I had with Mary Magdalene…

(This dream established a whole new trajectory for my relationship with the Beloved within and without.)

I saw her in a dream. It was evening and I came upon my man at a succulent sea-side bar. I approached. There was my man and there was SHE. They were sipping rose sacrament from a shared chalice. My eyes met hers. She gazed upon me, her red hair streaming down like two pillars on either side of her body. I stared into her eyes...it was like being pierced by seven swords. My belly sank. I felt that feeling we women feel when our man has chosen another. Soulbreak. Fear filled my veins. She radiated outwards to me. Her countenance was undisturbed and she wore the scent of mercy. I knew I would never get him back from her Divine Embrace. In her unshaken silence I felt the walls come tumbling down. I looked to my man who had disappeared around the corner...where had he gone? My eyes found him standing in the soft shadow, tenderly holding a newborn baby. A rock arose in my stomach. The fluids left my limbs. My man had conceived a child with this venerated red head. I looked back at her. She spoke to me in the mother tongue of original silence, “I am not separate from you, only what already lives in you, but you choose not to see. You are blind. Behold me and know.” I fell to my knees and received the benediction. Once again, my man, my beloved had met me in dreamtime to kiss me awake with his timely message.