Kiva of the Heart & Mind: Tom Kenyon & the Bosnian Pyramids


“Absence makes the heart grow fonder”

An infamous saying that could take on a multitude of meanings.

Let’s Dive IN a bit deeper…

In the absence of light my heart grows fonder…

In the absence of light my heart grows fonder of life…

In the absence of light my heart grows a fondness for all that is living.

In the absence of light my heart grows a fond perception of the absence of life.

In the absence of life my heart becomes fond of death.

In the heart of death my absence grows fonder.

In the fondness of death my heart grieves towards the light.

In the presence of light my heart opens fondly to die once more.

My heart opens to remain awake as the lullaby of life sings me fondly to sleep.
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These words came to me as I contemplated my upcoming BOSNIAN PYRAMID Retreat Experience & Private 1-1 with a Luscious & Visionary Clientess…a DEEP DIVE into the Kiva of the Heart…the Womb of the Heart…

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I am more aware now than ever that my message will never fit into “easy-to-unpack” slogans or “quickly digestible” marketing reframes.

I am growing in fondness for the “Great Work” that is required to FEEL OUT what I say, write & share with the world.

This is a massive part of my Sacred Mission on this planet…To stand before you as Divine Remembrance of Noble Sovereignty & to summon those who are truly ready to Think INspired Thoughts (thoughts in service to the heart & womb/hara), Feel these INspirations, imagINations, INtuitions & INstincts all the way into their limbs (Katharsis), open to Receive SPIRIT (Illumination) & actually LIVE OUT their Spiritual Destinies (Embodiment).

To call in those who Consciously Choose to stay awake while sleeping.

Those who are not afraid to crawl on their bellies & KNOW who they are through direct osmosis…Gnosis...Isis...DIRECT EXPERIENCE with all that is Holy & True.

Those who don’t merely chase Katharsis, but instead cherish the Illumination that births from Conscious Integration & Courageous Immersion.

Few are willing to go there, and I have come to abiding peace with this.

So how is that working for me & my Sacred Work?

In Marvelous & Miraculous ways beyond the stagnant realm of pitches for a better life, better sex, more money, more power, more control, etc.

That’s all an illusion.

What is real & prosperous resides in the space between the sensible & the supersensible worlds.

The pocket universe that holds sway to self-evidence.

The Great Weaver of worlds.

The Eternal I AM in you.

All else flows from here in the NOW of you.

So, I’m not a millionaire…nor am I a billionaire.

I don’t have a compound nor an empire.

I don’t have friends in high places built on sand nor do I care to.

And, I AM rich because what I have is ENOUGH & I share it with a Grateful Heart with those who OWN their WORTH.

It is enough to walk this earth ALIVE & WELL side by side with those who do the same.

It is enough to make & break the daily bread.

It is enough to take the time to LIVE INTO the Experience rather than living vicariously through others’ beliefs filtered through the modern lens of “anti-social” media.

It is enough to embody soul-fullness, Saelde, blessedness as an active condition of bestowing upon the world & upon fellow human beings.

It is enough to allow the old mysteries to give birth to the new through you.

It is enough to KNOW that to put one foot in front of the other upon this land PRESENTLY, PATIENTLY & PASSIONATELY is the New Communion.

A Communion that creates the Inner Conditions to properly be able to perceive the I AM within the “other.”

Nothing is more valuable than this. NOTHING.

Many will say & share otherwise.

Listen to the KIVA of your HEART always and forever more.

Kiva of the Heart and Mind
Tom Kenyon

In the kiva of the heart and mind there are unseen rhythms.

Sometimes all is parched upon the land, and one is hard pressed to survive.
Sometimes a sweet unanticipated rain falls like grace from the heavenly worlds,
and suddenly the desert floor—of the seemingly barren heart—is filled with blossoming flowers
and the air is left brimming with the sweetness of new life.

But the cycle of death and rebirth is only one small sliver of this kiva’s vast and mysterious rhythm.

For those who look deeper Into the mirage of their own inner suffering,
there is a place of stillness that is hidden from the world.

It sits like a cave in the deepest recesses of the inner heart and reaches out
to the edge of the horizon—that mysterious place where the opposing forces of earth and sky
meet each other head on.

Few people ever notice their own inner heart for one has to be still and quiet in one’s own mind to enter into this hidden space.

It is here, at the edge of our mind’s horizon, that our pleasures and despairs arise,
fueled by the turbulence of solar storms that pummel the stratosphere
along with the whisperings of star dreams that come to this place from the farthest edges
of the known and unknown universe.

It is also here, in this hidden kiva of the heart and mind, that the whisperings of new dreams from
sleeping seeds within the earth flow to us—striving to awaken us from our slumber.

A swirling vortex of forces from heaven and earth meets anyone who dares to enter this kiva of the heart and mind.

While this kiva has existed from before the beginning of time
and has–and always will be—primordially pure, its entrance has been dug with our own hands
as well as with the hands of our ancestors, and all our hopes and fears have been pressed into its

It has been said that there are three tunnels that burrow toward the kiva, but only the last one
leads into its womb-like heart.
The first two lead somewhere else.

The easiest to find Is the one that leads to annihilation and oblivion.
The second tunnel leads to freedom from the earth and opens into a wormhole that leads
into the stars.

The third tunnel is the most difficult to find and even more difficult to open.
The entrance to this tunnel was pressed into place from the worlds and dreams of our ancestors
that stretch back through all of the world’s tormented histories back to the beginning of time when time, itself, crawled like a cosmic serpent from the womb of all things.

Those who choose to enter this tunnel must wrestle with their own demons
as well as with those of their ancestors before they can peer into the diamond light that streams
from the deepest kiva of the mind.

For those who find and open this hidden tunnel,
a new type of freedom is born.

In this freedom both heaven and earth are no longer at odds.
All our hopes and fears are transformed,
and all the seeming conflicts of our life are resolved,
resolved by resplendent rainbows of pure light that flow
from an endless river of healing that always lies beneath the surface of things,
that always lies beneath the surface of things.

Even in the mirage of the barren desert
there are healing waters and resplendent rainbows of light.

Look beneath the surface.
Look beneath the surface of all things–even in the midst of the worst torments of your life.

May we all awaken from our slumber.
May we all drink from the healing waters within,
and may we all gaze upon the resplendent rainbows of light that stream from all things.

-Tom Kenyon

There will be an October 2019 BOSNIAN PYRAMID Retreat Opportunity for an INtimate group of Proactively Visionary Beings to enter the Kiva of the Heart of the Earth, an elemental I AM reflection of you. A Deeper Dive into the supersensible through the Naturally Tangible. A visceral & supernatural DIRECT EXPERIENCE of the essence behind all my Sacred Works.

Reach out to Dive IN.

Meet  @haris_delibasic_photography  & get to know his SENSATIONAL work.🙏🏽🌹🔥He is a guardian of the Sacred Land that is the Bosnian Pyramid Complex & the chosen guide for those whom I serve (among many others from all over the planet) through the sacred geometrical remembrance of this Multidimensional vortex💕💫🐛🦋He is devoted to the Bosnian Pyramid of the Sun Foundation & captures the essence of the land through his Divine Photography. Truly a Guardian of the Great Womb. 💕

Meet @haris_delibasic_photography & get to know his SENSATIONAL work.🙏🏽🌹🔥He is a guardian of the Sacred Land that is the Bosnian Pyramid Complex & the chosen guide for those whom I serve (among many others from all over the planet) through the sacred geometrical remembrance of this Multidimensional vortex💕💫🐛🦋He is devoted to the Bosnian Pyramid of the Sun Foundation & captures the essence of the land through his Divine Photography. Truly a Guardian of the Great Womb. 💕

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The Search for the New Isis & the Divine Sophia

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Every aspect of the work that I do in the world is meant to R E S U R R E C T the WORD into INspired Thought that is in Visionary Service to the Heart & Womb.

Through this Full Body Prayer, the intellect bows to the feeling life & Spiritual Forces are birthed that work upon the soul life to awaken the Will Forces & INfuse those who engage & partake with expansive Spiritual Strength to take up great courage & do what they came here to do…to deliver to this planet Divine Inheritance & Oracular Vision.

One by one, those whom I serve are rebirthing their Inner Sight in such a way that they can perceive anew the vast Spiritual Beings who desire to permeate each and every human being with Original Innocence & Holy Remembrance in order to Immaculately Conceive New Light again & again on behalf of ALL LIVING BEINGS.

To “live the legacy” is to truly experience a Divine Marriage of Dark & Light withIN so that you can conceive the world anew without.

This re-gestated perception becomes a well of gratitude withIN that enables us to stay soft & open in the presence of difficult situations or challenges so that we can extract the nectar from the germinal seed within the happening & transmute any perceived malevolence into benevolence & love on behalf of far-distant futures of humanity.

The NEW ISIS is the Womb of Light withIN which we have the opportunity to Break Bread with a Life-Well-Lived.


It is SHE who guides & guards the Luminosity of Divine Human Existence. The Holy Soul of Sophia…the Divine Fluids within which the Flame of Synergy is housed that connects us all to this shared Sacred Purpose…a Majestic Vocation devoted to ‘passing the torch.’

I just recently presented a New Discussion in the Supernatural LIVE video series: The 10 Mastery Tools for Embodied Womb Consciousness where I unveiled the 3rd Mastery Tool- TEMPLE SLEEP.

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In this LIVE I mentioned that the ancient art of Temple Sleep was engineered by Egyptian Priests who maintained and cultivated pristine 4 fold organisms: Physical, Etheric, Astral & Spiritual bodies.

What I didn’t mention is that they were initiated into their evolved Divine Human Essence by SHE.


“Before him stood the generating woman, the woman with child, yet who is virgin; the Goddess who in the Lemurian epoch was the companion of man, and who has since disappeared from the sight of man. In ancient Egypt she was called Holy Isis…When Isis was no longer the visible companion of humanity, when she was withdrawn into the circle of the Gods, she continued to interest herself in the health of man from the Spiritual World so said the priests- and when a person was raised to the vision of those ancient forms in an abnormal way, as in temple-sleep, the pictured Isis still acted curatively on him. She is that principle in man which was present in him before he received his mortal covering. HER veil has no mortal raised, for she is the form which was there when death had not as yet come into the world. She is the ONE ROOTED IN THE ETERNAL; she is the great HEALING PRINCIPLE to which humanity will again attain, when it steeps itself anew in Spiritual Wisdom (SOPHIA).” -Rudolf Steiner

It was ISIS who melted their hearts & enlivened their beings with SOPHIA.


It was SHE who met those with whom the priests shared this Immaculate Wisdom.

TEMPLE SLEEP was the ‘medium’ for this Vast Remembrance & Miraculous Healing.

We find around us a world of light phenomena, can observe in the natural world around us everything that appears by virtue of what we call light, and that this in turn embodies dying thoughts of the cosmos or, in other words, universal thoughts which, in the far-flung past, existed as the thought worlds of particular beings- thought worlds within which, at that primordial time, world beings perceived their universal secrets.

The thoughts of that distant era still shine brightly for us, but in a sense as the corpses of thought, of dying world thought. This is the light that shines for us.

...the human being as we understand him today was not there in this primordial past...but you also know that at this time the universe was nevertheless inhabited as it now is, that the universe was inhabited by beings who occupied the rank and level now occupied by humankind. The spirits we call Archai or Primal Beginnings stood at the level humankind now does during the evolutionary era of Old Saturn. They were not human beings as we know them today, but they stood at the same level as we do, albeit with a quite different constitution...

Looking back to far-distant eras, therefore, we can say that these entities wandered through the world as it was then in the same way we now make our way through life as thinking beings. What lived in them, however, became external universal thought. And what lived in them as thinking in those times, visible externally only as their light aura, is now seen by us in our surroundings, appearing in light phenomena. And therefore we must regard these phenomena as dying thought worlds.

Darkness plays into these light phenomena too; and in darkness comes expression all that, by contrast to light, can be regarded as will in soul-spiritual terms or, with more of a nod to the Orient, can be called love.

In looking out into the world we see the world of luminosity on the one hand, if I may call it that. But in fact we would not see this luminous world at all- which is always transparent to the senses- if darkness did not at the same time render itself perceptible in it. And we must plumb the darkness pervading the world to discover what lives in us as will, at the first level of the psyche. Just as the external world can be seen as a harmony of darkness and light, so our own inner life can be regarded in terms of light and darkness. In our own awareness light is thought or idea while darkness is the will in us, and becomes benevolence, love and so forth.

As you can see, this gives us a world-view in which soul nature is not just an inward quality, and what lives outwardly in nature is not just natural. Instead, what lives around us in nature is the outcome of former moral occurrences, in the form of dying thought worlds manifesting as light. However, if we pursue this further we find that, while the power at work in the thoughts that live within us originates in our past experience, we also continually infuse our thoughts with will originating in the rest of our organism. In their most intrinsic nature our thoughts are the residue of an ancient past, but permeated by will. Pure thinking...is pervaded by the will.

But what we bear within us carries us into far-distant futures; and in far futures what exists in us as incipient seed or germ only will shine forth in outer phenomena. At this period beings will exist who, as we do now, gaze out into the world, and these beings will say: ‘Nature gleams forth around us. Why does it shine out to us in this way? Because human beings accomplished deeds of a certain kind, and what we see around us is the outcome of what earthly human beings bore within them in germinal form.’

So at present we stand here and gaze out into nature. If we choose, we can stand here in a mode of enquiry that is dry, sober and abstract. We can analyse light and its phenomena as physicists do this, in an inwardly detached manner as laboratory researchers. From this some very fine and fascinating things can emerge, but we will not be meeting the outer world with our full humanity. We will only do so when we feel a full sense of what we meet in the red of dawn, in the blue firmament of the heavens, in the green plant or the lapping wave.

When I speak of light I am referring not just to the light perceptible to the eyes but to everything we perceive through our senses. What do we perceive by these means? It is a world that can lift the soul, and reveals itself to the soul in the way necessary to us if we are to gain a sense of meaning in a meaningful world. We do not invoke our full humanity by standing detached from the world and drily analysing as physicists do.

A world-view charged with reality has this important outcome, leading us to look upon the world not only in dry analysis but with all possible gratitude for beings whose thinking and deeds, at the dawn of time, have created the surrounding world with it power to uplift us. Let us picture this with fitting intensity, filling ourselves with a sense of gratitude to a previous humankind for creating what surrounds us. Let us fill ourselves with this thought.

And then also humble ourselves enough to embrace this moral ideal: that our own thoughts and feelings likewise must enable beings who come after us to look upon a surrounding world for which they can be as grateful as we can be to our far-distant ancestors of the past, who now literally surround us in luminous spiritual activity.

We see today a luminous world around us. Millions of years ago this was a moral world. We bear within us a moral world; in millions of year this too will become a world of shining radiance.

We develop such feeling through a world-view that invokes our whole being, whereas one that excludes aspects of us may lead to all kinds of ideas and concepts, all sorts of theories about the world, but does not fulfill us because it leaves our life of feeling empty. There is in fact a very practical aspect to invoking our whole being, although nowadays people scarcely discern it. Anyone who is honestly concerned about the contemporary world knows that he cannot just let it slide into decline. He wants instead to cultivate a future form of education for both children and adults which does not mean, say, going to college at 9 in the morning with some kind of weary, indifferent feeling, and coming out again at the end of the day with nothing more than a bit of pride at having ‘improved’ one’s mind a little- if, indeed, one has. Instead, we can look to a future when students emerge at the end of their college day and take with them feelings that engage with universal themes because, alongside mere cleverness, a sense of the evolving world has been implanted in them: a sense of gratitude towards a long-gone past when beings actively shaped the nature that now surrounds us in the form that it does, and a sense of great responsibility because our moral impulses will eventually become worlds of light.

-Rudolf Steiner | Universal Spirituality and Human Physicality, Bridging the Divide: The Search for the New Isis and the Divine Sophia

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The spaces that I hold are devoted to this NEW EDUCATION & the necessary processes of Spiritual Evolution & ETERNAL Immaculate Conception through a revolutionary form of TEMPLE SLEEP called Deep Seeing™.

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The Cosmic Earth Mystery School™ that I have the honor of sharing with the world is a FULL IMMERSION into the Great Womb through the Mesmerizing Healing Art of Deep Seeing™ that will birth forth your Inner Majesty, because you will discover what lies withIN you & you will be forever changed by this New Knowing. Instead you will walk out the legends of the Holy Grail & wash the feet of the Great Mystery all the days of your life.


You will traverse the earth as a DEVOUT Human Being, baptized by SHE into Universal Spirituality, living the legacy that is your Divine INheritance.

You will learn the Art of Dying to Live & as a consequence, you will liberate yourself & your people.

“Being FREE means being able to die, loving means being able to live.”- Rudolf Steiner

You will come to know the Beloved withIN & you will finally BELONG.

You will BECOME THE LONGING & Prosper.

Be BOLD & BRAZEN. Reclaim your Innocence & ARRIVE at your Central Sun. Go forth & Prosper.

Follow the Inner Nudges & Fall INto Light…

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The Encounter with the Beloved: Head, Heart & Hands

Me beside newly excavated aspects of the Bosnian Pyramid of the Sun  *my textured art is an attempt to visually relay to you the DEEP FEELING STATES & Supersensible Sight that I experience on my journey through life (otherwise known as SYNETHESIA or the blending of the senses).

Me beside newly excavated aspects of the Bosnian Pyramid of the Sun

*my textured art is an attempt to visually relay to you the DEEP FEELING STATES & Supersensible Sight that I experience on my journey through life (otherwise known as SYNETHESIA or the blending of the senses).


In the Spirit lay the seed of my body.

And the Spirit has endowed my body

With physical eyes,

That with them I may behold

The light of the things around me.

And the Spirit has given to my body

Reason, sensation, feeling and will,

That through them I may perceive

The things around me

And work upon them.

In the Spirit lay the seed of my body.


In my body lives the seed of the Spirit.

And I shall endow my Spirit

With supersensible eyes,

That with them I may behold

The light of the Spirit-Beings.

And I shall weld in my Spirit

Wisdom and Strength and Love,

That through me the Beings may work

And I may become

The conscious instrument of Their Deeds.

In my body lives the seed of the Spirit.

-Rudolf Steiner

The Bosnian Pyramid Complex holds the Gaian Codes for the Rebirth of the Circulatory System of Humanity.

As it relates to the human body, the head represents the Feminine Spirit, the less dense matter, the past as Archetypical Expression, the Cosmic Memory…the keeper of wisdom as a BEING. S O P H I A. Thought as Picture which produces Transformative Feeling.

The head provides the connection to the higher realms of knowledge & GIFTS of the Feminine Essence: INtuition, imagINation, INstinct & INspiration.

The limbs represent the Masculine Essence, the more dense matter, the forces of WILL, the vigor through which a person realizes the Spiritual Dream INto Earthly Form…the conduit through which the Cosmic Memory becomes an Earthly Paradigm.

Through the limbs, the Promise penetrates Matter through the life forces & transmutation takes place that nurtures the maturity of the oversoul of Humanity.

INspired Action becomes Energy transformed INto Matter.

Enthusiasm, Burning Desire, Devotion, & Perseverance (among others) produce Mastery of certain skills that then emit stronger fragrances of Beauty & Strength that live on beyond death & INto the next life as Evolved Clairvoyance, supporting ALL to SEE with New Eyes…a process that takes place over great spans of time.

It’s almost as if we each have the biological potential to become a mini pyramid with the power to provide equilibrium of the soul & elemental balance, not only for ourselves, but for all those who feel & witness our presence.

But HOW do the Masculine & Feminine essence harmoniously communicate & break bread with one another? What is the missing link that so many are striving to Re-Member?

The Heart & the Circulatory System. The medium between the poles of light. The upright nature of the Human Being. The Majesty. The Golden Path to God. The Original Blueprint.

Direct communion with Source via Gnosis…Sacred Union with The Beloved…is made healthfully & sustainably possible through a clarified HEART that is awakened to it’s multidimensional nature via a purified circulatory system.

What bogs down the circulatory system & festers the Core Wound of SEPARATION?

  • Poisonous or dead food & water (food/water that does NOT contain light due to modern agricultural practices)

  • Unmet concept-memories that live on in the blood (stored birth/sexual/relational/cultural trauma)

  • Outdated Parental & Cultural Imprints (group soul shadow related to the great ages of time)

  • Harmful Programming & Tangled Emotions (made manifest through media/consumerism/pornography/addiction/etc.)

  • War-Imprint Programming (an intentional program to breed war & fear)

These are just a few of the foundational pieces regarding the “clogged arteries” of humanity…a humanity disconnected from the HEART of the Matter…

The head & limbs without the heart result in shallow thinking, lack of will powers & sight limited to the existing “visible.”

The capacity to bring forth the goodness of the soul through the portals of the unseen is weakened, and overtime the result is a humanity deeply attached to doctrine & dogma…because the channel for gnosis has atrophied, but the desire to maintain a connection with spirit is so strong that the people will cling to words on a page & a person who has deemed themselves worthy of direct connection to God who tells them what is right & wrong.

The heart disconnected from the Cosmic Forces of the head & the Life Forces of the Limbs becomes a mere pump…a means to an end.

Head, Heart & Hands, properly synergized = Healthy Metabolism of Joy & Sorrow = Equanimity of SOUL = Prosperity Re-INvisioned

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Divine Union of this TRINITY…Head, Heart & Hands…becomes a Synthesized Process of Eternal Communion with all that is Holy…The Kingdom of Heaven majestically made manifest here on Earth through a clean & clear channel.

The Supernatural UPRIGHT Human Being is Birthed: The Divine Human Being that can hold both Joy & Sorrow with the same Equanimity of Soul, marrying 2 seeming opposites, again & again to Immaculately Conceive a Divine Third: GRATITUDE.

GRATITUDE is the Sacred Fluid of the Inner Sanctum…the Amrita from which ALL Life Flows Prosperously Forth.

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Bosnian Pyramid Water Portal by Betsy Huljev

Now, the planetary forces are changing & some are hearing & heeding the call to return to The Beloved through this Direct Mediumship mentioned above.

But these INitiates must walk through the flames of purification again & again, maintaining a humble & resourceful countenance.

Those who are READY are being called to certain places on the earth to RECLINE INto the Sacred Geometrical REMEMBRANCE provided by the unique qualities & ley lines of the land.

Ley lines /leɪ laɪnz/ are apparent alignments of landmarks, religious sites, and man-made structures. The pseudoscientific belief that these apparent lines are not accidental speculates that they are straight navigable paths and have spiritual significance.

WithIN the belly of Bosnia lies a key activation for the REUNIFICATION of head and limbs.

Inside Bosnian Pyramid Ravne Tunnels | Photographer:  Haris Delibasic

Inside Bosnian Pyramid Ravne Tunnels | Photographer: Haris Delibasic

A HEART restoration like no other.

An antidote to the anti-life energy of War-Imprint Programming & all that comes with it.

The REveal of Shamballa, the Holy Land, withIN & without.

Through communion with this Holographic Eden, the wasteland is restored.

"The time will come when human beings will again look into the spiritual world and will see the land there from which those streams flow down that give true spiritual nourishment to everything that happens in the physical world.

We have, indeed, always seen that it was possible for human beings with the old clairvoyance to look into the spiritual world.

The Oriental writings contain in their traditions something like a record handed down about an ancient spiritual land that human beings were once able to behold, from which they could draw all that could flow into the physical world from the super-sensible.

Many descriptions of that land, which human beings were once able to reach and which seems to have withdrawn, are full of melancholy.

This land was, indeed, once accessible to human beings, and it will now be accessible to them again, since Kali Yuga, the Dark Age, has run its course.

Initiation, however, always led into that mysterious land, which is spoken of as a country that seemed to have vanished out of the sphere of human experience. It withdrew during Kali Yuga, but for those who had received initiation there was always the possibility of guiding their steps into it.

The accounts of this ancient country are touching. It is the same land to which the initiates again and again repair in order to fetch from it the new streams and impulses for all that is to be given to humanity from century to century.

Again and again those who stand in this relationship with the spiritual world enter this mysterious land, which is called Shamballa.

It is the primal fountainhead, into which clairvoyant sight once reached but which withdrew during Kali Yuga.

It is spoken of as one would speak of an ancient fairyland, one that will return, however, into the realm of human beings.

There will be Shamballa again after Kali Yuga has run its course. Humanity, through normal human faculties, will again grow into the land of Shamballa, from which the initiates bring strength and wisdom for their mission.

There is Shamballa; there was Shamballa; Shamballa will come to be again for humanity."

- Rudolf Steiner

What we do for ourselves, we also do for Humanity.

Are you hearing the call to KNOW more about HOW the Bosnian Pyramids may serve the evolution of your soul?

Sacred High Frequency Water from the Womb of the Bosnian Pyramid Complex | Photographer:  Haris Delibasic

Sacred High Frequency Water from the Womb of the Bosnian Pyramid Complex | Photographer: Haris Delibasic

I’m offering a unique & Luscious EXPERIENCE in October of this year 2019 for an INtimate group of Soul Led Visionary INdividuals who desire to MUSEmind with me as your guide at the Bosnian Pyramid Complex in Bosnia and Herzegovina.

REACH OUT if you FEEL to discover more…

One of the ways in which you can begin to OPEN to the Next Best Steps on your journey is to awaken to the watery realms of REMEMBRANCE withIN.

This reconnection to your Inner Life, established in a NEW WAY, will nourish your INtuition, INstinct, & imagINation (the realms of Higher Knowledge) & INspire a more Prosperous Relationship to all of Life.

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Bosnian Pyramid Water PORTAL by Betsy Huljev

Bosnian Pyramid Water PORTAL by Betsy Huljev

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Synesthesia & the Mystical Adult

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When I was a child, I would spend timeless days on my own deep in the woods behind our home. There was a stream that meandered through the back side of the land on which we lived that was a favorite daydreaming spot of mine.  It was not uncommon for me to lay down at the edge of the stream bed and dip my hands in the pools of water where the trickling creek would pause to find its way again before passing on by.

In the heat of the summer, I would scout out the spots that contained fresh frog eggs and languish in the sound of mother and father frogs singing to one another with wild and radical abandon.  The sound was vibrationally intoxicating and there was something otherworldly in the way each individual voice merged with the whole to produce an infinite symphony of primal wisdom that oozed with the promise of eternal Life.

In my mystical innocence, there was no fear for me in reaching below the dim water to feel around for that fertile squishy delight.  Once in my hands, the combination of slippery cool and juicy goodness was heavenly. Holding the frog eggs in my hands ever so delicately felt like holding God.  Peering into the creation process unfolding right in the palm of my hand was an Activation like no other, almost as if the infinite Universe opened up around my hands and I could see beyond the Seen as the flower of life expanded from one divinely connected frog egg to another.

A gigantic "YES" to life arose throughout my entire being.  Some call it levitation. I call it holographic suspension - you can taste the feeling of the sound you see.  You touch the Great Mystery and you are forever changed.

- Betsy Huljev | Content from the FORWARD of the book The Buddha With A Thousand Faces: A Sacred Portal for Coaches, Consultants and Online Marketers by Oliver Wade

This Holographic Suspension or SYNESTHESIA is a vital aspect of Clairvoyance that, when preserved & cultivated as a child, becomes a powerful, visceral & prosperous bridge between the worlds.

We all have the capacity to maintain this multidimensional “way of being” that was first experienced as we came into form withIN the womb & then later nurtured through childhood fantasy (which is very REAL).

In the womb, a developing human can taste the mother’s emotions, hear her visions & feel her thoughts (amongst many other combinations).

The senses intermingle in such a way that the Biological Brilliance of gestation unfolds withIN a Womb Conscious Environment where everything makes scents, vibration & texture.

The placenta is the Spiritual Organ through which all other Spiritual Organs of the developing child are nurtured & awakened, or not.

-Betsy Huljev

The Womb Environment is of the utmost importance because the quality of the gestational experience sets the child up to THRIVE as a 4 fold Human Being (physical, etheric, astral & spirit) or to merely SURVIVE solely as a physical body with dormant connections to the remaining TRINITY (astral, etheric & spirit).

Karma also plays a role in this picture. The Karma that I speak of is clearly defined by Rudolf Steiner & does not follow with popular culture understanding. Discover more HERE

Later, as a budding child & for the first 7 years of life, children are held in an external womb…the womb of Gaia…where they continue to incarnate into their physical bodies by being enwombed within their own Spiritual Senses which are supported by the elemental beings, nature, love, empathy, compassion & tenderness.

Children organically vibrate at a much slower rate, very much like plants, because they are deeply connected to the Astral realms in the early years (& perhaps for much longer).

This Astral & Spiritual connection strengthens the quality of the Etheric Body (the blood, nervous system & cellular structure) as the physical body continues to form (the physical body is not fully formed until the age of 28).

Unfortunately, many are not given the opportunity to FULLY experience the Mystery School & Initiation that is a properly held childhood.

Far too many adults suffer from what is known as ABANDONMENT wounds, which in the beginning stages of SELF-Development may feel very “blood” related (i.e. directly related to our blood relations), but as one digs deeper, this is a much bigger piece that streams directly into the core wound of SEPARATION from Source.

Often, one may “think” that they were abandoned by a physical parent, and perhaps they were, because this is a powerful aspect of karma that thankfully sets one up to FEEL very potently the insertion point of SEPARATION from Source in order to remedy the situation in THIS LIFETIME.

By the very nature of this contemplation one comes to know that they are stuck in a karmic loop, enslaved to a 1 dimensional/ 1 fold perspective on life, THE PHYSICAL plane.

This is not to say that the PHYSICAL plane is not important. It very much is. Our physical body is the avatar & holy vessel through which all else can flow.

THE GREAT WORK is to Liberate the Soul such that Divine Union of the 4 Fold Human Being can actually take place…a Sacred Marriage between body, blood, soul & spirit.

We come to this planet to experience eternity, because only in these physical bodies can we properly experience birth & death, which releases the TRINITY from & to Source…again & again…such that the Evolution of Humanity is made possible through this dance of immortality.

-Betsy Huljev

In the work that I do with those I serve, one of the first pieces that comes to the surface to resolve is Vast FORGIVENESS related to NOT experiencing a properly held childhood…to NOT receiving the space to nurture this connection to Source, but instead feeling “cut off” from the astral/etheric/spirit TRINITY too soon…cut off from the BELOVED.

There is much grief to be held here. Grief that asks to be taken very seriously in order to transmute it back to love through the “I” of the human being where it is transformed INto WISDOM.

WISDOM that births new perceptions & a more prosperous connection to INtuition, INstinct, INspiration & imagINation.

It is a very beautiful thing to GRIEVE properly. To allow the body to FEEL the sorrow of SEPARATION from Source, from the BELOVED.

Once this grief has been given its time to shine, the met sorrow illumINates a deeper truth…

In the case of FORGIVENESS regarding an unmet childhood, one comes to FEEL & KNOW that their physical parents were perfect portals back to Source…GRATITUDE flows & SYNESTHESIA begins to restore itself withIN…because a felt melody, woven by the parental imprints & sung by the BELOVED, begins to pulse through the etheric realms, through the blood, rebirthing the connection of Inner Sight.

This Inner Sight becomes a WOMB through which all aspects of the TOMB return to LOVE.

A true RECLAMATION of the Nervous System.

RESURRECTION at its finest.

It is a process. And one that asks for support. We are not meant to walk this path of LOVE alone.

Rudolf Steiner offers up a courageous practical tool in his book Reincarnation and Karma:

Such a definite conception can be acquired by means of certain inner exercises that are by no means easy; indeed they are difficult, but they can nevertheless be carried out.

The first step is in some degree to practice the normal kind of self-cognition which consists in looking back over one’s life and asking oneself:

What kind of person have I been?

Have I been a person with a strong inclination for reflection, for inner contemplation; or am I one who has always had more love for the sensations of the outer world, liking or disliking this or that in everyday life?

Was I a child who at school like reading but not arithmetic, one who liked to hit other children but did not like being hit?

Or was I a child always bound to be bullied and not smart enough to bully others?

It is well to look back on one’s life in this way, and especially to ask oneself: Was I cut out of activities of the mind or of the will?

What did I find easy or difficult?

What happened to me that I would like to have avoided?

What happenings make me say to myself: ‘I am glad this has come to pass’- and so on.

It is good to look back on one’s life in a certain way, and above all to envisage clearly those things that one did not like.

All this leads to a more intimate knowledge of the inner kernel of our being.

For example, a son who would have liked to become a poet was destined by his father to be a craftsman, and a craftsman he became, although he would sooner have been a poet.

It is well to know clearly what we really wanted to be, and what we have become against our will, to visualize what would have suited us in the time of our youth but was not our lot, and then, again, what we would have liked to avoid...

We must therefore be quite clear as to what such a retrospect into the past means; it tells us what we did not want, what we would have liked to avoid.

When we have made that clear to ourselves, we really have a picture of those things in our life which have pleased us least.

That is the essential point.

And we must now try to live into a very remarkable conception: we must desire and will everything that we have not desired or willed.

WE must imagINe to ourselves: What should I actually have become if I had ardently desired everything that in fact I did not wish for and which really went against the grain in life?

In a certain sense we must here rule out what we have succeeded in overcoming, for the most important thing is that we should ardently wish or picture ourselves wishing for the things we have not desired, or concerning which we have not been able to carry out our wishes, so that we create for ourselves, in FEELING and THOUGHT, a being hitherto unfamiliar to us.

We must picture ourselves as this being with great INtensity.

If we can do this, if we can identify ourselves with the being we have ourselves built up in this way, we have make some real progress toward becoming acquainted with the inner soul-kernel of our being; for in the picture we have thus been able to make of our own personality there will arise something that we have not been in this present incarnation but which we have introduced INto it.

Our deeper being will emerge from the picture built up in this way.

You will see, therefore, that from those who wish to gain knowledge of this inner kernel of being, something is required for which people in our age have no INclination at all.

They are not disposed to desire anything of the sort, for nowadays, if they reflect upon their own nature, they want to find themselves absolutely satisfied with it as it is...

If you call up the counterpart of yourself, the following thought will dawn upon you.

This counterpart- difficult as it may be to realize it as a picture of yourself in this life- is nevertheless connected with you, and you cannot disown it.

Once it appears, it will follow you, hover before your soul and crystalize in such a way that you will realize that it has something to do with you, but certainly not with your present life.

And then there develops the perception that this picture is derived from an earlier life.
— Rudolf Steiner | Reincarnation & Karma

This New Perception forms an Inner Environment ripe for Stretching out FULLY INto the 4 fold Human Being where one taps INto the Magical Inner Child & begins the process of birthing the Miraculous & Mystical Adult.

All of this WORK is done through the Vast Intelligence of a New Archetype available to each of us now: THE GREAT BIRTHER.

The GREAT BIRTHER holds the codes to Embodied Womb Consciousness & uses restored SYNESTHESIA as a practical tool for rebirthing the 4 fold Human Being.

-Betsy Huljev

Holographic Remembrance Portrait by  Betsy Huljev

Holographic Remembrance Portrait by Betsy Huljev

My Sacred Work is devoted to the Awakening of THE GREAT BIRTHER withIN & the unfoldment of the 4 Fold Human Being.

Simply put, I help you FULLY Incarnate & do what you came here to do.

One of the ways that you can begin this process of Re-INvisioning the Divine & Majestic Being withIN that Rudolf Steiner speaks of is through the HOLOGRAPHIC REMEMBRANCE PORTRAITS that I have the honor of creating.

The process described above is brought to life through Holographic Digital Imagery that serves to OPEN & SOFTEN your being INto Vast REMEMBRANCE of Who you are & why you have come to the planet at this time.

The imagery that manifests through this TRANSFORMATIONAL PROCESS kindles the Inner Sense of WARMTH, encourages the WILL to do what it does best, imbues the SOUL LIFE with deep meaning & illuminates the Golden Path of GOD withIN.

Illuminate the Vast Spiritual Essence pouring through you & Activate the SHAPE-SHIFTER withIN who knows how to bend time & space. Expand the boundaries of Beauty INto the abyss of Exquisitely Pristine Luscious Enchantment. Enliven something NEW withIN you & withIN ALL of Humanity…

Only he has an inner right to speak of evolution in the domain of outer nature who acknowledges this evolution also in the sphere of soul and spirit.

Now, it is clear that this acknowledgment, this extension of knowledge of nature beyond nature is more than mere cognition.

For it transforms cognition into life; it does not merely enrich man’s knowledge, it provides him with the strength for his life’s journey.

It shows him whence he comes and whither he goes. And it will show him this whence and whither beyond birth and death if he steadfastly follows the direction which this knowledge indicates.

He knows that everything he does is a link in the stream which flows from eternity to eternity.

The point of view from which he regulates his life becomes higher and higher.

The man who has not attained to this state of mind appears as though enveloped in a dense fog, for he has no idea of his true being, of his origin and goal.

He follows the impulses of his nature, without any insight into these impulses.

He must confess that he might follow quite different impulses, were he to illuminate his path with the light of knowledge. Under the influence of such an attitude of soul, the sense of responsibility in regard to life grows constantly.

If the human being does not develop this sense of responsibility in himself, he denies, in a higher sense, his humanness.

Knowledge lacking the aim to ennoble the human being is merely the satisfying of a higher curiosity.

To raise knowledge to the comprehension of the spiritual, in order that it may become the strength of the whole life, is, in a higher sense, duty.

Thus it is the duty of every human being to seek the understanding for the Whence and Whither of the Soul.
— Rudolf Steiner | Reincarnation & Karma

It is my pleasure to hold space for the unfoldment of this process for those I serve.


I AM, as Rumi wrote:

One who brings the JOY of being opened.

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