When I was a child, I would spend timeless days on my own deep in the woods behind our home. There was a stream that meandered through the back side of the land on which we lived that was a favorite daydreaming spot of mine. It was not uncommon for me to lay down at the edge of the stream bed and dip my hands in the pools of water where the trickling creek would pause to find its way again before passing on by.
In the heat of the summer, I would scout out the spots that contained fresh frog eggs and languish in the sound of mother and father frogs singing to one another with wild and radical abandon. The sound was vibrationally intoxicating and there was something otherworldly in the way each individual voice merged with the whole to produce an infinite symphony of primal wisdom that oozed with the promise of eternal Life.
In my mystical innocence, there was no fear for me in reaching below the dim water to feel around for that fertile squishy delight. Once in my hands, the combination of slippery cool and juicy goodness was heavenly. Holding the frog eggs in my hands ever so delicately felt like holding God. Peering into the creation process unfolding right in the palm of my hand was an Activation like no other, almost as if the infinite Universe opened up around my hands and I could see beyond the Seen as the flower of life expanded from one divinely connected frog egg to another.
A gigantic "YES" to life arose throughout my entire being. Some call it levitation. I call it holographic suspension - you can taste the feeling of the sound you see. You touch the Great Mystery and you are forever changed.
- Betsy Huljev | Content from the FORWARD of the book The Buddha With A Thousand Faces: A Sacred Portal for Coaches, Consultants and Online Marketers by Oliver Wade
This Holographic Suspension or SYNESTHESIA is a vital aspect of Clairvoyance that, when preserved & cultivated as a child, becomes a powerful, visceral & prosperous bridge between the worlds.
We all have the capacity to maintain this multidimensional “way of being” that was first experienced as we came into form withIN the womb & then later nurtured through childhood fantasy (which is very REAL).
In the womb, a developing human can taste the mother’s emotions, hear her visions & feel her thoughts (amongst many other combinations).
The senses intermingle in such a way that the Biological Brilliance of gestation unfolds withIN a Womb Conscious Environment where everything makes scents, vibration & texture.
The placenta is the Spiritual Organ through which all other Spiritual Organs of the developing child are nurtured & awakened, or not.
The Womb Environment is of the utmost importance because the quality of the gestational experience sets the child up to THRIVE as a 4 fold Human Being (physical, etheric, astral & spirit) or to merely SURVIVE solely as a physical body with dormant connections to the remaining TRINITY (astral, etheric & spirit).
Karma also plays a role in this picture. The Karma that I speak of is clearly defined by Rudolf Steiner & does not follow with popular culture understanding. Discover more HERE
Later, as a budding child & for the first 7 years of life, children are held in an external womb…the womb of Gaia…where they continue to incarnate into their physical bodies by being enwombed within their own Spiritual Senses which are supported by the elemental beings, nature, love, empathy, compassion & tenderness.
Children organically vibrate at a much slower rate, very much like plants, because they are deeply connected to the Astral realms in the early years (& perhaps for much longer).
This Astral & Spiritual connection strengthens the quality of the Etheric Body (the blood, nervous system & cellular structure) as the physical body continues to form (the physical body is not fully formed until the age of 28).
Unfortunately, many are not given the opportunity to FULLY experience the Mystery School & Initiation that is a properly held childhood.
Far too many adults suffer from what is known as ABANDONMENT wounds, which in the beginning stages of SELF-Development may feel very “blood” related (i.e. directly related to our blood relations), but as one digs deeper, this is a much bigger piece that streams directly into the core wound of SEPARATION from Source.
Often, one may “think” that they were abandoned by a physical parent, and perhaps they were, because this is a powerful aspect of karma that thankfully sets one up to FEEL very potently the insertion point of SEPARATION from Source in order to remedy the situation in THIS LIFETIME.
By the very nature of this contemplation one comes to know that they are stuck in a karmic loop, enslaved to a 1 dimensional/ 1 fold perspective on life, THE PHYSICAL plane.
This is not to say that the PHYSICAL plane is not important. It very much is. Our physical body is the avatar & holy vessel through which all else can flow.
THE GREAT WORK is to Liberate the Soul such that Divine Union of the 4 Fold Human Being can actually take place…a Sacred Marriage between body, blood, soul & spirit.
We come to this planet to experience eternity, because only in these physical bodies can we properly experience birth & death, which releases the TRINITY from & to Source…again & again…such that the Evolution of Humanity is made possible through this dance of immortality.
In the work that I do with those I serve, one of the first pieces that comes to the surface to resolve is Vast FORGIVENESS related to NOT experiencing a properly held childhood…to NOT receiving the space to nurture this connection to Source, but instead feeling “cut off” from the astral/etheric/spirit TRINITY too soon…cut off from the BELOVED.
There is much grief to be held here. Grief that asks to be taken very seriously in order to transmute it back to love through the “I” of the human being where it is transformed INto WISDOM.
WISDOM that births new perceptions & a more prosperous connection to INtuition, INstinct, INspiration & imagINation.
It is a very beautiful thing to GRIEVE properly. To allow the body to FEEL the sorrow of SEPARATION from Source, from the BELOVED.
Once this grief has been given its time to shine, the met sorrow illumINates a deeper truth…
In the case of FORGIVENESS regarding an unmet childhood, one comes to FEEL & KNOW that their physical parents were perfect portals back to Source…GRATITUDE flows & SYNESTHESIA begins to restore itself withIN…because a felt melody, woven by the parental imprints & sung by the BELOVED, begins to pulse through the etheric realms, through the blood, rebirthing the connection of Inner Sight.
This Inner Sight becomes a WOMB through which all aspects of the TOMB return to LOVE.
A true RECLAMATION of the Nervous System.
RESURRECTION at its finest.
It is a process. And one that asks for support. We are not meant to walk this path of LOVE alone.
Rudolf Steiner offers up a courageous practical tool in his book Reincarnation and Karma:
This New Perception forms an Inner Environment ripe for Stretching out FULLY INto the 4 fold Human Being where one taps INto the Magical Inner Child & begins the process of birthing the Miraculous & Mystical Adult.
All of this WORK is done through the Vast Intelligence of a New Archetype available to each of us now: THE GREAT BIRTHER.
The GREAT BIRTHER holds the codes to Embodied Womb Consciousness & uses restored SYNESTHESIA as a practical tool for rebirthing the 4 fold Human Being.
My Sacred Work is devoted to the Awakening of THE GREAT BIRTHER withIN & the unfoldment of the 4 Fold Human Being.
Simply put, I help you FULLY Incarnate & do what you came here to do.
One of the ways that you can begin this process of Re-INvisioning the Divine & Majestic Being withIN that Rudolf Steiner speaks of is through the HOLOGRAPHIC REMEMBRANCE PORTRAITS that I have the honor of creating.
The process described above is brought to life through Holographic Digital Imagery that serves to OPEN & SOFTEN your being INto Vast REMEMBRANCE of Who you are & why you have come to the planet at this time.
The imagery that manifests through this TRANSFORMATIONAL PROCESS kindles the Inner Sense of WARMTH, encourages the WILL to do what it does best, imbues the SOUL LIFE with deep meaning & illuminates the Golden Path of GOD withIN.
Illuminate the Vast Spiritual Essence pouring through you & Activate the SHAPE-SHIFTER withIN who knows how to bend time & space. Expand the boundaries of Beauty INto the abyss of Exquisitely Pristine Luscious Enchantment. Enliven something NEW withIN you & withIN ALL of Humanity…
It is my pleasure to hold space for the unfoldment of this process for those I serve.
To RESTORE the SACRED WATERS of SYNESTHESIA.
I AM, as Rumi wrote:
One who brings the JOY of being opened.