“Absence makes the heart grow fonder”…
An infamous saying that could take on a multitude of meanings.
Let’s Dive IN a bit deeper…
These words came to me as I contemplated my upcoming BOSNIAN PYRAMID Retreat Experience & Private 1-1 with a Luscious & Visionary Clientess…a DEEP DIVE into the Kiva of the Heart…the Womb of the Heart…
I am more aware now than ever that my message will never fit into “easy-to-unpack” slogans or “quickly digestible” marketing reframes.
I am growing in fondness for the “Great Work” that is required to FEEL OUT what I say, write & share with the world.
This is a massive part of my Sacred Mission on this planet…To stand before you as Divine Remembrance of Noble Sovereignty & to summon those who are truly ready to Think INspired Thoughts (thoughts in service to the heart & womb/hara), Feel these INspirations, imagINations, INtuitions & INstincts all the way into their limbs (Katharsis), open to Receive SPIRIT (Illumination) & actually LIVE OUT their Spiritual Destinies (Embodiment).
To call in those who Consciously Choose to stay awake while sleeping.
Those who are not afraid to crawl on their bellies & KNOW who they are through direct osmosis…Gnosis...Isis...DIRECT EXPERIENCE with all that is Holy & True.
Those who don’t merely chase Katharsis, but instead cherish the Illumination that births from Conscious Integration & Courageous Immersion.
Few are willing to go there, and I have come to abiding peace with this.
So how is that working for me & my Sacred Work?
In Marvelous & Miraculous ways beyond the stagnant realm of pitches for a better life, better sex, more money, more power, more control, etc.
That’s all an illusion.
What is real & prosperous resides in the space between the sensible & the supersensible worlds.
The pocket universe that holds sway to self-evidence.
The Great Weaver of worlds.
The Eternal I AM in you.
All else flows from here in the NOW of you.
So, I’m not a millionaire…nor am I a billionaire.
I don’t have a compound nor an empire.
I don’t have friends in high places built on sand nor do I care to.
And, I AM rich because what I have is ENOUGH & I share it with a Grateful Heart with those who OWN their WORTH.
It is enough to walk this earth ALIVE & WELL side by side with those who do the same.
It is enough to make & break the daily bread.
It is enough to take the time to LIVE INTO the Experience rather than living vicariously through others’ beliefs filtered through the modern lens of “anti-social” media.
It is enough to embody soul-fullness, Saelde, blessedness as an active condition of bestowing upon the world & upon fellow human beings.
It is enough to allow the old mysteries to give birth to the new through you.
It is enough to KNOW that to put one foot in front of the other upon this land PRESENTLY, PATIENTLY & PASSIONATELY is the New Communion.
A Communion that creates the Inner Conditions to properly be able to perceive the I AM within the “other.”
Nothing is more valuable than this. NOTHING.
Many will say & share otherwise.
Listen to the KIVA of your HEART always and forever more.
Kiva of the Heart and Mind
In the kiva of the heart and mind there are unseen rhythms.
Sometimes all is parched upon the land, and one is hard pressed to survive.
Sometimes a sweet unanticipated rain falls like grace from the heavenly worlds,
and suddenly the desert floor—of the seemingly barren heart—is filled with blossoming flowers
and the air is left brimming with the sweetness of new life.
But the cycle of death and rebirth is only one small sliver of this kiva’s vast and mysterious rhythm.
For those who look deeper Into the mirage of their own inner suffering,
there is a place of stillness that is hidden from the world.
It sits like a cave in the deepest recesses of the inner heart and reaches out
to the edge of the horizon—that mysterious place where the opposing forces of earth and sky
meet each other head on.
Few people ever notice their own inner heart for one has to be still and quiet in one’s own mind to enter into this hidden space.
It is here, at the edge of our mind’s horizon, that our pleasures and despairs arise,
fueled by the turbulence of solar storms that pummel the stratosphere
along with the whisperings of star dreams that come to this place from the farthest edges
of the known and unknown universe.
It is also here, in this hidden kiva of the heart and mind, that the whisperings of new dreams from
sleeping seeds within the earth flow to us—striving to awaken us from our slumber.
A swirling vortex of forces from heaven and earth meets anyone who dares to enter this kiva of the heart and mind.
While this kiva has existed from before the beginning of time
and has–and always will be—primordially pure, its entrance has been dug with our own hands
as well as with the hands of our ancestors, and all our hopes and fears have been pressed into its
It has been said that there are three tunnels that burrow toward the kiva, but only the last one
leads into its womb-like heart.
The first two lead somewhere else.
The easiest to find Is the one that leads to annihilation and oblivion.
The second tunnel leads to freedom from the earth and opens into a wormhole that leads
into the stars.
The third tunnel is the most difficult to find and even more difficult to open.
The entrance to this tunnel was pressed into place from the worlds and dreams of our ancestors
that stretch back through all of the world’s tormented histories back to the beginning of time when time, itself, crawled like a cosmic serpent from the womb of all things.
Those who choose to enter this tunnel must wrestle with their own demons
as well as with those of their ancestors before they can peer into the diamond light that streams
from the deepest kiva of the mind.
For those who find and open this hidden tunnel,
a new type of freedom is born.
In this freedom both heaven and earth are no longer at odds.
All our hopes and fears are transformed,
and all the seeming conflicts of our life are resolved,
resolved by resplendent rainbows of pure light that flow
from an endless river of healing that always lies beneath the surface of things,
that always lies beneath the surface of things.
Even in the mirage of the barren desert
there are healing waters and resplendent rainbows of light.
Look beneath the surface.
Look beneath the surface of all things–even in the midst of the worst torments of your life.
May we all awaken from our slumber.
May we all drink from the healing waters within,
and may we all gaze upon the resplendent rainbows of light that stream from all things.
There will be an October 2019 BOSNIAN PYRAMID Retreat Opportunity for an INtimate group of Proactively Visionary Beings to enter the Kiva of the Heart of the Earth, an elemental I AM reflection of you. A Deeper Dive into the supersensible through the Naturally Tangible. A visceral & supernatural DIRECT EXPERIENCE of the essence behind all my Sacred Works.